short ..and (i wish) sweet

its amazing the emotions you can go through in one day when the whole world is upside down. Life comes at you pretty dang fast, and lately i just can't keep up. I dont know where i belong in this big place...and i'm sick of searching. My problem is i plan, i know this, but for a girl whose dreams always fall through..you've got to have some kind of plan, or dream to pull you through.
Just once i wish i could make a right decision and stay happy, just once i wish i could hold on to the right people at the right time, and push all the wrong ones away. I just wish i had a foothold in where i was going...and i wish i had someone there with me...